I wanted to write, so here I go. It’s slightly mad when you meet people, and there’s an instant connection or an instant friendship blossoms. Like when you go on holiday and the time you spend with someone is heightened as you see them a lot. I suppose the same goes for holiday romance. You may meet someone on a holiday and an instant connection blossoms or over a few cocktails by a pool, or beers in a bohemian bar, and you end up falling love with a person, so very quickly! My mind tells me this is a bad thing as you do not know the person, but a part of me yearns for it.
For a while now I have been out of love, approximately a year. It’s easy when you fall out of love, but it’s very hard when you are betrayed or hurt by that one person. So I find myself digressing into a deep part of my mind which came from a whimsical comment about meeting people. But yeah, I’ve met a lot of people in such a short space of time and my mind has been slightly blown away by it all. I can’t really say I have met anybody I didn’t like, although a few passers by have been slightly rude, but all in all I’ve not done badly. It’s been like a new life has opened up, regardless of the stresses and occasional awkward bits; I’ve had a ball and I want to continue to do so for a good while.
Things are happening around me and it’s exciting. The world becomes smaller everyday and I’m faced with new experiences, learning and understanding which has made this summer a lot more fulfilling than the last. I wish I could travel a bit though, and maybe find the one person whom I can spend my life with, but I need to stop looking and wait for them. My french girl dream probably won’t happen, unless I learn french and move to Paris. That person seems to be very, very far away now, so I’ll have to stop being a dick about it. I need to stop being a dick and just seize opportunities that may come my way.
Ha! What a dick!
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